Life isn’t always perfect. Even as a practitioner with a huge database of resources I too come across road blocks on my journey in this life. I have a coach who is currently helping me with my subconscious beliefs around money and success. And I’ve had an epiphany.
If you have reading my first article, you’d know that I couldn’t have children due to health reasons. I’ve had my ovaries and uterus removed which forced me to stop trying to have a child of my own. But what lead me to this position in my life? What choices had I made subconscious and consciously?
Surgery I realise in my situation was like a band-aid solution to a problem much deeper. It didn’t solve the underlying contributing factor to my symptoms, or the terribly diseased state of my body and years of debilitating pain. 5 years on most if not all the physical aspects have been successfully eliminated now. However, I’ve realised it’s the subconscious aspects that are still there and are now manifesting as blocks to money and success instead of blocks to conceiving and birthing a baby.
I never had an issue in the past with money and success flowing in. During my career I found it easy to work up the corporate ladder and earn very reasonable money and have lots of perks including company cars, laptops, and travel. I knew I never had to worry about how much money was in my bank account however now, the thought of looking at it makes me sick with worry and shame. It was on reflection of this change in attitude towards money and the timing around my health that the realisation came that I’ve essentially just swapped one problem for another. Indicating the original subconscious problem is still there.
Child birth is a form of creative expression. You create a life, an expression of yourself. I had to then wonder how have I been creatively expressing myself, and I haven’t. I’ve been fearful of even getting a paint brush out judging any artwork before I’d even started. Why create something I have no room for, that creates clutter. Anyway, I have difficulty getting what’s in my head onto paper. Now pause for a moment and apply these limiting beliefs I just listed to money, and you get the picture and how I had my epiphany.
Everything that exists, has existed twice. It first is created in the mind, and then into tangible form. Life is intertwined, and by working on one aspect of yourself you are also working on others. By getting into my creative flow with artwork I can now create an abundance of money and success.
