Yesterday I attended my 30 year school reunion. You may read my pre-post here, about how I was feeling before going to the event.
This morning on my walk I was able to reflect on the relationship dynamics that occurred. I realised I was observing what Eckhart Tolle describes in his book the Power of Now, and how energy is shared between people, like an energy force field or energy bubble. And not only this, how it attracts, and then changes and releases, before being attracted to another person, enhancing and sharing, dissipating and then releasing again.
This pattern occurred between just two people, and groups. It was great when all were engaged in one combined energy bubble, yet it felt awkward when I was with two others, one who shared her energy with me, literally pulling me in to an embrace and still hold her energy with a third person, while that third person’s energy bubble did not open to me. Once I worked out what was happening I consciously pulled by energy back and move on to talk to the next person. It’s important not to judge or criticise at these times which is often the automatic response as we may feel rejected, however its often not the case. Just accept.
This frequency of the energy was reflected in the conversations. On meeting it started rising, got to a peak, then there would be a balancing out between the two people, and if this high energy struggled to be matched and maintained, then both party’s bubbles would start to come down in frequency and then retract to the individual again. The duration that two people’s energy would be able to be maintained at the peak level would vary. And I wonder if this was also just the right amount of time for some other form of energy and healing to be exchanged at the same time.
I’m of the belief that everything happens for a reason. We were all brought together at our school to learn life lessons from each other. So why were those select people that chose to attend our 30 year reunion there yesterday? Was there unfished business? Was it a way to heal? Was it a way to grow? Was it to celebrate the amazing women we had all become? It could have been one, or all of these, or none.
What I witnessed in my own intersections when I first saw someone that had been in my nightmares for years, even after leaving school, was that this person was full of love – the opposite of what I remembered her to be like, and expected her to be now. The second she spotted me through the crowd her face lit up with delight, and made all my worries and fears just melt away. From that moment on all I felt was an unconditional love for her. I wanted to embrace her with a big hug later in the night, but decided not to do it literally and just projected it 🙂 I had wanted to remind her of all the terrible things she’d said to me, the ways it had affected me years later, wondering if I shared this with her she may then share the story with her own children so as not to pass on a pattern of bullying. However this was not for me to do. All I needed to do was thank her for playing her part in making me the person I am today, and practice Ho’oponopono – “I’m sorry. Please forgive me. I love you. Thank you.”
It was a lovely night. Lovely to see everyone still looked young and beautiful. We honoured those that were no longer with us, drank some bubbles, and shared some bubbles. Said our good byes, and look forward to seeing everyone again at the next reunion if not before.
We are all energy. It is this energy and vibrational frequency that holds all our cells together to make out physical form. Our own energy may be affected my external factors like the earths gravitational pull like the tides, the polarity in the air, toxins like exhausts, EMFs, negative emotions, sickness, and other people to name just a few. Our energy is infinite, and if you’re not feeling this way, feeling tired or drained, then there may be a reason for this that I can help you identify with the help of kinesiology tools and other energetic techniques such as chakras and auric fields. Together we can investigate if someone may be draining you of your energy sucking you dry, so that this can be stopped and you can have your energy back to feel renewed and revitalised.
If you’d like help protecting you and your energetic bubble then please ring me, or book an appointment online. Everyone’s problems are unique so every session is tailored specifically to your needs. If you can’t get to the Blue Mountains then we can have sessions over Skype or Zoom.
Wishing you an empowered life, optimal health and wellbeing.
Anne x
Anne Barratt
Empowering Health
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